Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Catching the Vision and Seeking Change!

Here I sit on my computer trying to intellectualize my vision so I can embrace the changes in my life I have been handed today.



I just returned to Canada after living in Costa Rica on and off over the past year. I found that during my time in Central America I was blessed with a greater perspective for the world and my role within it. I have always enjoyed people, children and cultures and since living in Costa Rica I realized that my passion or zest for life comes from my desire to connect with people even when there are barriers to overcome. When I first arrived in Costa Rica I didn't speak Spanish at all, in fact I had to ask how to say "how are you" every time I wanted to engage someone. So that was my first goal- learn the language so I can get closer to the people. I also needed to learn how to live with less, I can't say I have mastered this; but, I have certainly become more open to landing in unfamiliar territory where I have to make a home for myself. I loved every minute of my time there, especially once I was able to get through a conversation and feel as though I spoke or touched the soul of the person on the receiving end.



So how does all this lead to my vision? Well, I felt as though arriving back here in Canada had been somewhat of a set back until I realized that I had been blessed to see outside the box for the first time in my life. I have always been pulled from one job to the other, never requiring much work on my end to set a new career direction; however, now I need to not only find a career but create my vision while considering my new perspective. I want to serve the world; however, I need the means to take care of my financial needs first so I can take the time required to get me to a place where my dreams can be actualized. Because of my love for people and cultures I feel impressed to continue striving to be an agent for change within cultures that need recognition. I want to travel to Africa, South America and other third world countries to determine exactly where my skills are needed and how I can create a plan for my future. I am sure all of this seems a bit vague at the moment; but, I can tell you this: I will determine my path and it will likely not be the path of least resistance.




In the meantime, I am looking to work within an organization that I am passionate about so I can prepare myself financially for the future. My goals will be realized, I will achieve my purpose, I will love what I do!